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I wonder where you are
many a times
perhaps I shouldn't ...you hurt me so much!
But I can't control my dreams
they lead me to you
you look surprised, don't know what to do.
It's ok...I do.
I planned this well, I've been fixated, obsessed and ever more!!!
I know what I should say and furthermore...
And that's when I wake.
Perhaps it's best...
you don't deserve me
you never did!

knock knock knock

I know who's there
I know their soul, I fear its stare
But I locked that door many and many a year ago
I hid the key, I bolted the thoughts
promised myself I would not touch that knob!
-knock knock knock-
here it is again
the sound that I hate the uttermost
I'll pretend it's not real
they will not get me, abuse my fear
-knock knock kn...-
it fades away
it fears ME now
and so it shall stay