Thursday 17 December 2009

this is definitely not a poem, not even a "nice" one

first you feel wronged
then you feel utterly betrayed
then ignored, disrespected, made fun of
and just at that exact moment when you want to break the silence and scream and tear down the walls, and....and....and....
WHAT DO YOU DO?
do you keep quiet?
If yes, then shut the fuck up and drink this up! And when you finish smile and pretend you even enjoyed it.

Monday 14 December 2009

Chain events

I live in the moment comma full stop
THAT is my life

Thursday 10 December 2009

Saudade

a minha???
ja nao tem mais tamanho
So existe e me tortura.

Tuesday 1 December 2009

memoria de amor (Gloria)

Es la musica que tu estabas tocando. La musica y tu voz, éste sonido del pasado.
Y allí...empiezo viajar dentro de mis memorias y quiero encontrar-te de nuevo.
Pero encontrar-te de verdad, mirar en tus ojos, sentir el calor de tu voz en mis orejas, tocar-te como cuando tu me estabas tocando, allí en el pasado, dentro de mis memorias.
Espera y por favor no te vayas, no quiero olvidar-te.
Hasta luego amiga mia.

Αδιαφορία

Você acha que sou interessante?
Será que você não está interessado em mim?
O que pega seu interesse neste momento?
Lhe interessa me contar?

Monday 30 November 2009

I..... 13-09-09

I do not write poetry
I do not know how to
I write at the same time as I feel
and I feel constantly
I feel everything

and I can feel this as well
the pain when I am not with you
and the pain when I am with you

you gave me this and I am guarding it
moulding it into laughter
to fool you and myself
to be together without pain

counting down
the days
until
the pain only remains
because I can not fool him

01-12-09.02-16

It's the silence, the words she is afraid to utter, the truth he doesn't want to admit.
And it all goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.................................

Sunday 29 November 2009

29-11-09.11-53

Μιλάω για εμένα
μιλάς για εσένα
αλλά
δεν μιλάμε μαζί

Sunday 22 November 2009

23-11-09.00-10

"Meu corpo é um rio que corre"

Quem vai me parar?

Saturday 21 November 2009

Compromise

I am tired
I can not find what I am looking for
What I see is not enough
Barely hanging on
until
what?
probably nothing again

Friday 20 November 2009

Wednesday 18 November 2009

Ανεπαρκής

Τρίτη και είμαι ανεπαρκής
12:00 και είμαι ανεπαρκής
Γενάρης και είμαι ανεπαρκής

φοβάμαι πως δεν ξέρω πως να γιατρέψω την ανεπάρκειά μου

Tuesday 17 November 2009

17-11-09.20-36

θέλω πίσω την μοναξιά μου που μου έκλεψες

Sunday 15 November 2009

"F"

I envy thee

and thus you inspire me

to be better (than you)

Thursday 5 November 2009

05-11-09.17-37

i'm burning out

burning down, ever so slowly, ever so softly

and

all that remains is pure desire

that's my gift to all of you, my dear, sweet friends

Wednesday 4 November 2009

welcome

I come here, with all that I have.
If that is not enough, you are free to leave.
I shall not apologise.