21-04-2011

She remembers that night that she couldn't sleep even though he was by her side, holding her and all seemed right. It was what she thought she needed to feel peaceful once more. And yet she couldn't sleep. She couldn't rest and didn't want to admit what it was that, that was wrong. Love was still there but now it stemmed from something sick; perhaps it was thus all along.

Ungrateful

No more patience
Tired of your essence
Get out of my life!
Do not speak, breathe or cry! Don't tell me you'll try!
I hoped, I gave, I waited
Nothing was done. All came undone!
Simply leave, straight out of the door
Do not look back or face my hatred for sure

Ναυάγιο "Ελλάδα"

Κλείνω τα μάτια και βλέπω
τα συντρίμμια ενός πλοίου.
Ενός πλοίου που βυθίζεται
στην κινούμενη άμμο.
Σιγά-σιγά χάνονται οι ρωγμές του,
οι τρύπες του,
η μυρωδιά του.
Σε λίγο θα έχει χαθεί από μπροστά μου.
Ανοίγω τα μάτια και βλέπω
ακόμα το πλοίο.
Είναι ακόμα εκεί!
Ριμαγμένο αλλά και άθικτο
Αρχαίο αλλά και ολοζώντανο
Στάσιμο αλλά και έτοιμο να σε ταξιδέψει
Αρνούμαι να βλέπω μόνο τις ρωγμές!
Δέχομαι την πρό(σ)κληση
'Αραγε που θα μας βγάλει αυτό το ταξίδι; 

Δυο κομμάτια

Πέρασε καιρός.
Δεν έχω ξεχάσει
το κομμάτι μου που άφησα πίσω.
Χωρίς αυτό
δε θα μπορούσα να χτίσω
το κομμάτι μου που ποτέ δε θα λύσω.
Δε γνώριζα πολλά
μίλαγα αλλιώς
δεν είχα ακόμη ζήσει.
Τώρα...περνάει ο καιρός.
Αλλά ποτέ δε θα ξεχάσω
όλα όσα έχω κερδίσει.

Imagine a dream

Dream ahead
without any intent
All that matters is your tale of what's to come
I hope that I can be in another world away
Away from this, the one that burdens and insists!
I imagine that there's a place for me within a dream
Or did I dream THIS?
I did indeed!

X

I wonder where you are
many a times
perhaps I shouldn't ...you hurt me so much!
But I can't control my dreams
they lead me to you
you look surprised, don't know what to do.
It's ok...I do.
I planned this well, I've been fixated, obsessed and ever more!!!
I know what I should say and furthermore...
And that's when I wake.
Perhaps it's best...
you don't deserve me
you never did!

knock knock knock

I know who's there
I know their soul, I fear its stare
But I locked that door many and many a year ago
I hid the key, I bolted the thoughts
promised myself I would not touch that knob!
-knock knock knock-
here it is again
the sound that I hate the uttermost
I'll pretend it's not real
they will not get me, abuse my fear
-knock knock kn...-
it fades away
it fears ME now
and so it shall stay