Wednesday 23 October 2013

"draft"

I see the ties that hold you still
on a common path that does not exist
Long ago it has been lost
I see you now
you assume the pose
of someone that I do not know
I see how you desperately try
to forget my name
forget that path


Make it right

I feel at ease and yet distraught. So many times I tried to speak but words were broken, they disappeared. I was at fault, I know that now. But it's too late, I still can't speak...I do not know where to begin. I've nothing left but an empty smile and a lurking hope that it was all worthwhile. That you will look me in the eyes, forget the bad, the wrong, the fight. Just give me a smile that's full of life...just make me smile...make me alive.

Saturday 5 January 2013

So here we are, once more again

So here we are ...
free of our chains.
All of us now starting anew
watching each other from afar, through the smallest looking glass.
I cried for you, I felt alone
wanted to share all that I owned
but I did not know where to start, what to say nor who I was.
So there I was ...
I took my time
wanted to find me outside the doubts
to be alone but not afraid
to build again, and then regain.
And now that I am back
I need you there, to be my friend
forgive and repair.
So here we are ...
I cry to you
feel relieved, feel understood.
I hope you see that all through this time
I did not forget you, how could I? ... our chains were the same, our chains were tight!
I simply waited for you to find
your own way out to the light,
to be complete, to be yourself
so we could say:
"So here we are, once more again..."