Δυο κομμάτια

Πέρασε καιρός.
Δεν έχω ξεχάσει
το κομμάτι μου που άφησα πίσω.
Χωρίς αυτό
δε θα μπορούσα να χτίσω
το κομμάτι μου που ποτέ δε θα λύσω.
Δε γνώριζα πολλά
μίλαγα αλλιώς
δεν είχα ακόμη ζήσει.
Τώρα...περνάει ο καιρός.
Αλλά ποτέ δε θα ξεχάσω
όλα όσα έχω κερδίσει.

Imagine a dream

Dream ahead
without any intent
All that matters is your tale of what's to come
I hope that I can be in another world away
Away from this, the one that burdens and insists!
I imagine that there's a place for me within a dream
Or did I dream THIS?
I did indeed!

X

I wonder where you are
many a times
perhaps I shouldn't ...you hurt me so much!
But I can't control my dreams
they lead me to you
you look surprised, don't know what to do.
It's ok...I do.
I planned this well, I've been fixated, obsessed and ever more!!!
I know what I should say and furthermore...
And that's when I wake.
Perhaps it's best...
you don't deserve me
you never did!

knock knock knock

I know who's there
I know their soul, I fear its stare
But I locked that door many and many a year ago
I hid the key, I bolted the thoughts
promised myself I would not touch that knob!
-knock knock knock-
here it is again
the sound that I hate the uttermost
I'll pretend it's not real
they will not get me, abuse my fear
-knock knock kn...-
it fades away
it fears ME now
and so it shall stay

Wa(l)king away

Waking up. It's dark outside.
I look around me and all is "right"; I am not alone and I am loved.
And yet I can not rest.
I still can hear her. That girl inside me that's full of anger, full of hate.
She's woken up and will not let me rest.
She makes me think of days past,
days full of fear and pain
days that were dark.
I promise her I will not forget and she walks away.
I can not hear her anymore.
Time goes by................................................................
Waking up. It's dawn outside.
I look around me and all IS right; I am not alone and I love you too. 

"draft"

I see the ties that hold you still
on a common path that does not exist
Long ago it has been lost
I see you now
you assume the pose
of someone that I do not know
I see how you desperately try
to forget my name
forget that path

Make it right

I feel at ease and yet distraught. So many times I tried to speak but words were broken, they disappeared. I was at fault, I know that now. But it's too late, I still can't speak...I do not know where to begin. I've nothing left but an empty smile and a lurking hope that it was all worthwhile. That you will look me in the eyes, forget the bad, the wrong, the fight. Just give me a smile that's full of life...just make me smile...make me alive.