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I wonder where you are
many a times
perhaps I shouldn't ...you hurt me so much!
But I can't control my dreams
they lead me to you
you look surprised, don't know what to do.
It's ok...I do.
I planned this well, I've been fixated, obsessed and ever more!!!
I know what I should say and furthermore...
And that's when I wake.
Perhaps it's best...
you don't deserve me
you never did!